The Triple C are the programs I planned to start implementing now that all trainings and diagnostic periods have come to pass. In reflecting with my APCD and Extreme Needs specialist, I realized that what people say is no joke. My first month in country was the absolute hardest…and then my first 2 months in site were an absolute nightmare. My first month was hard because I didn’t know how to communicate AT ALL, I was trying to get used to an 8-5 training schedule again, and then I was also trying to figure who I could kick it with in my group (glad they all turned out to be great people!). And my first 2 months in site…lets just say I’m glad it’s a blur now because I really just remember spending time looking at the walls wondering how I was supposed to integrate into my little camp barrio and my impressive org. You don’t really express those things via blog while its happening but now that I am starting to hit my stride, I can look back and confidently say that if you at least make it past those periods, you have a good fighting chance to at least….make it to the one year mark. Older PCVs always tell me that that will be another hard mark in my service. Vamos a ver.
Now back to the Triple C. Chicas Brillantes: girls empowerment program. Chicos Superman: boys empowerment program. Construye Tus Suenos: business empowerment program for youth. These programs would target the major groups that I am interested in working with at my community center. Going to the Chicas Brillantes Regional conference with 3 motivated girls was the signature to success in signing people up for all of my programs. The girls walked around all of the barrios with me to tell youth about their experiences at the conference and encourage people to register. Specifically, they reached out to their extended network: friends and cousins which was a great way for me to meet more people in the community. Since I’m partnered with an org, I’m more of a 9-5 volunteer which is a pretty different experience than the usual Peace Corps volunteer. So instead of having just one Chicas or Chicos group, I have a different group every Wednesday, Thursday, and Friday. As a former teacher, I actually think I work well under this set up because I get to plan, facilitate, reflect and continue to make each session better and better. Sorry Wednesdays and hooray for Fridays truly getting the best that I’ve got.
Anyways, Wednesdays Chicas group had over 20 girls in attendance ages 7-13 (my younger group). They were pretty excited and I had 2 of the girls who went to the Chicas conference with me there to co-facilitate and reiterate my point anytime my Spanish completely failed me. They also stayed to help with the Chicos group which was a lot smaller and the activities were a lot more active but the girls jumped right in. I’m so excited for the girls because I am definitely watching as they step up as leaders, which warms my heart because this is exactly why I signed up to serve, to share opportunities for youth to step into their leadership potential. I was on such a high Wednesday as I finished prepping for my first Construye Tus Suenos class with my youth group.
Now I should probably give you all a background as to my youth group. This group was formed in October by the Spanish volunteer in my community to give to me once I got to my site. So in my first month (November) I shadowed him as he gave the youth leadership roles within the group and discussed several topics like self-esteem and positive communication. By the time December rolled around (where community members are only ready to celebrate) the Spanish volunteer was ready to pass the group to me so that he could proceed with his own interests. The only hitch with this was that I was only supposed to be integrating in my first 3 months, not taking over an established youth group. My hand was in a mini cast, I could not write anything, and my Spanish learning was almost at a halt so this was a horrible time to take over a group. Nevertheless, I wasn’t really given a choice so I did all of the Peace Corps integration activities with the youth group as a means of getting a feel for the community, a better understanding of youth needs and how I could support them, as well as a chance to learn more about the individual members of the group. This turned out to be a really successful process. I partnered with Carrie, my fave Santiago vol to help me facilitate my last meeting with the youth in January. At this meeting, we had the best youth attendance I had ever seen, we did a lot of team activities, I stressed the opportunity that they all had to become better leaders and learn whatever they wanted. So after explaining all of the Peace Corps D.R. programming initiatives and programming that they could participate in, expressing that we could do them all over 2 years, but I wanted to know what would interest them most to begin with. Almost unanimously (and this was led by the guys) a lot of people wanted to go through Yo Soy Ingeniero (a technology/math course) and Construye Tus Suenos. So, the Yo Soy Ingeniero program needs a lot of materials, and expensive materials. There is an AT volunteer who is working on creating start up kits for the program so I automatically thought that that program would come second. So that left construye and I walked around to tell the youth about the choice to start with this program. To be fair, we had not had a meeting for 2 weeks due to my 3 month training, participation in the 50th anny, and the Chicas conference.
So after a not so short story, imagine my disappointment when after translating all the words I needed to facilitate Construye, writing everything out on cartulina, and practicing….only one girl showed up, my Chicas girl to be exact. Frustrating, humbling…and I was left without an idea as to how to proceed. I had planned this out so that I could teach the entire Construye manual considering the times where I would be in Santo Domingo helping to plan for the conferences I’m interested in taking more youth to. I learned later that it was a hot day and no one wanted to climb the hill to go to the community center. There are some days when I don’t want to climb the hill so I could empathize but that didn’t lessen my disappointment much. But after meeting with my APCD and extreme needs specialist on Thursday, they assured me that I was off to a good start and that Construye requires a lot of math skills, which I know a lot of my youth do not have….so I’ve decided to postpone Construye and focus on Chicas and Chicos at the community center along with having a small group of girls who are in my Chicas group do Yo Se Leer because they do not know how to read. They have some learning difficulties in the regular D.R. setting so I’m hoping a small group with one to one tutoring, their own manual, and lots of positive encouragement and reinforcement will help them. I’m happy with this shift in focus and I think that is the name of the game as a Peace Corps volunteer. You just keep throwing spaghetti at the wall trying to figure out what will stick. I’m just starting out my service (in terms of throwing spaghetti) so I’m excited to figure out what will stick as well as to see if things may stick under different seasons (once I know more Spanish, once I build a better relationship with more people in the community, after April when there seems to be less job opportunities available). Plus I'm building strong networks with a lot of women in my community and they are really urging me to start a womens group so I am going to learn more about the Somos Mujeres women's initiative in the D.R. I'm excited that a lot of things are falling into place!
I had been working over the past month to really establish myself at the other site in my org so its nice to also start programs at the community center as well. I have a great relationship with my jefas at both sites and I’m continuing to work on building positive relationships with as many employees as I can. This has probably been the most intimidating experience of all as a PCV serving with a well established non-profit because both org sites are used to a million volunteers and I definitely have had a hard time communicating with them in comparison to other volunteers. Which leads me to my next point, in reflecting with my Peace Corps jefas, I realized that I struggled in my first 2 months partly because of all the comparisons that people made of me to other volunteers and how I was expected “to be.” Not being able to communicate denied my personality the chance to shine through so I just appeared more reserved and shy than I actually am. But the truth of the matter is that I am nothing like the other volunteers and I once I learned to ignore comparisons and focus on just being me, some of my anxieties started to fade and now my friendships are growing…slowly but hey I’ve still got 2 years =)
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